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Yay! It’s here! My renewed passport is here! Time for new adventures!

imageI requested extra pages, so hopefully I will be able to fill it up!


I was waiting to see my Specialist and found this article on how to live without regrets from “More” magazine.

It is again a good reminder on how to live a life without regrets. In the article’s case, to release a long-held regret, the writer had to fulfill a promise she wasn’t able to complete many years before. In doing so, she was able to let go of the guilt and sadness she felt for that broken promise.

I believe that we each have some regrets in life. Some are easier to mend, some may not be… Some may even require some changes in ourselves or our situation… Whatever it is, may each of us find a way to let go of regrets that keep us from living life happily and fully.

imageToday is Mercedita Day! I scheduled today as a floating holiday to celebrate my birthday so… Yay, for Mercedita Day! HaHa!

Mercedita Day is a day to celebrate joy and yummy food! So after sleeping in, I made Oden (Japanese fish cake soup). It is also Chinese tradition to eat noodles on one’s birthday for long life, so I added bundled Konnyaku (yam noodles) in my soup.

Today, I pray for peace and healing for all!

20140817-184120.jpgOne of the “must do” in Lily Dale for me was to visit the Healing Temple. As an energetic healer, I wanted to know how others healed–as I have never seen another healer work before.

The other, and most important, reason I wanted to visit the Healing Temple was to receive healing. Not for myself, but for my Mom and Uncle M.

I was able to visit the Healing Temple on my last day in Lily Dale. I had visited it a few hours earlier to tie prayer ribbons on the Prayer Tree, but I have never observed or sat for a healing outside of the Spiritual training I received over the weekend.

When it was my turn, I prayed and opened myself to be a vessel for healing. The Healer and I prayed, and then I felt the heat from
Healer’s hands, even when they didn’t touch me. I felt warmth enclosed me. Afterwards, we did a closing prayer of thanks.

I had transferred the healing portion to my Mom a few days ago, and today, I visited Uncle M with Auntie J to transfer the second portion.

Uncle M is doing better. He no longer needs assistance with his breathing, but he still has a trach. We know this will be a very slow healing process for him, but we are hopeful, and I am hoping that this effort will add to what I am doing.

20140810-000105.jpg300 gratitude posts! How fast time flew! In 65 more days, I would check off another bucket list item, but the wonderful feeling for me was that I have found 300 unique but personal things, experiences, and ways to honor people. Gratitudes have changed my life in tremendous ways.

Another life changing experience occurred during training today. Today was one of the hardest, yet satisfying training and learning experiences I have ever encountered in my life. For one thing, I have found the name of the way I do my healing. I also received healing from others, which I have never experienced before. I was always the one healing.

The growth I am experiencing through the training has been intense, and my life will never be the same.

20140716-215104.jpgSomething weird and bad happened to me on the phone when I was booking transportation for an upcoming trip this afternoon.

I ended up on someone else’s wrath after asking for my first name to be edited on the confirmation, mostly because I was worried the credit card transaction may not go through with the spelling error and for asking for the confirmation e-mail for my first shuttle ride which I didn’t get. I decided to just e-mail the time correction on one the confirmation so I wouldn’t have to talk to him again…

I have never been treated like this. Yet through my tears and stress after he cursed and hung up on me, I still prayed for him and sent him healing and loving energy–so that somehow, I would be the last one to feel his anger and that he will be okay.

After I have calmed down, I still tried to figure out what happened. What did I do? Were my requests unreasonable? I just didn’t get it, so I just decided to work on my own issue about what I had experienced, and send him another round of healing and loving energy, just in case I didn’t mean it the first time, when I was very upset.

You are probably thinking, I should cancel these shuttle rides like my brother told me to do, when he came by to pick up some food over at my place, and found me balling like mad. I would, but at the moment I don’t know another shuttle service that’s going where I have to go.

Maybe something really awful happened to him (much worse than I received), and he was not able to deal with it well. I don’t know.

I suppose, though, what I am trying to convey is that we have a choice on how to react and deal with stuff like this. It may take some time, but it is better in the long run to forgive and to be compassionate… For our own sakes.

20140712-232340.jpgI am grateful and happy for my meditation playlist. This particular set works with self-love and acceptance, heals, breaks fears, and cleanses.

Acceptance and Self Love Meditation

20140524-203513.jpgWhen a nurse says, “I need to go to the ER…” You jump and do.

My brother and I took my mom to the ER yesterday, but she is home now and we are watching over her.

I am always glad that I keep my head during emergencies and can take care of things, but this kind of stuff, so close to home, is never easy.

I am happy and glad that mom is home, but some nurses (like my mom) can be so stubborn and bad patients! LOL!

Day 4: Radiant Health

Day four of the Spirit of Mantra meditation series was about healing, and the mantra, per Miten, had the potential to open the third eye chakra to allow for healing on every level.

The first line addressed our own inner sage, our higher self.  The second stanza gave energy with Grace. It was meant to honor each other and radiate love. The third line readied us for liberation, and the fourth line freed us from the illusion of life and death to realize our immortality, the eternal life of our soul.

I did this meditation last night, four different times.  That’s excessive, right?  There was a reason for that.  The “Om Triambakam” was the first mantra meditation that I felt any major sensations since hearing Deva Premal and Miten’s Gayatri Mantra.

I only wanted to listen to the meditation to get a feel for it first before actually doing it, and I had decided to play it while I was in bed.  I fell into a theta state where I was between sleep and wake state.  While I was waking, I felt almost my entire body vibrate powerfully.  In my sleepy mind, I thought my cat was purring beside me, but as I was waking, I heard his metal name tag hit his metal water bowl in the other room.  It was a very interesting situation for me, to say the least.  Of course, I had to try it over and over again in order to figure out what was happening to me.  The sensations and vibrations decreased with each time, probably because I was in scientific investigation mode.

I don’t recommend doing the meditation more than two times at a given cycle.  By the fourth time, my hands and arms got really tired and numb from all the vibrations. The after sensation on my arms and hands was akin to when you have used a power tool (i.e. jack hammer, any tool that vibrates, etc) for a long time, and you stop. Your arms and hands end up being numb and achy.  That’s what I felt after the 4th time doing the meditation.

Since this is a healing mantra, perhaps it was healing my arms and hands, which I use for energetic healing. I am not sure. I still don’t know much about mantras and how they work. I suppose that if you are in a theta state, any mantra or meditation will be intensified or elevated.

This mantra meditation journey had two mantra song versions.  The first one was “Om Triambakam Mantra (Wellness)” from the album, A Deeper Light.  The second set, “Om Triambakam,” was from the album, MantraLove.  Due to my experiences, I ended up buying the two mantra songs to add them to my meditation playlist for more healing experiences.

I don’t know if you will experience what I did.  I believe that we each have our own set of learning in life and our experiences, even if we are learning the same concepts, may come in different ways. However, I wish you the very best during your own journey.

OM Triambakam Yajamahe
Sugandhim Pushti Vardanam
Urvar-Ukamiva Bandhanan
Mrityor Muksheeya Mamritat

I bow down to the one who sees with the third eye. Bless me with health and immortality and sever me from the clutches of death, even as cucumber is cut from its creeper.

Inner Tuning:
I invoke the spirit of this mantra, which opens the channel of healing through the clear vision of the ‘third eye’ – where masculine and feminine energies become one – with the understanding that all life, in its true nature, is eternal.

(Disclaimer: All images, mantras, meanings, and inner tunings are courtesy of The Spirit of Mantra.)

Related Links:
The Spirit of Mantra with Deva Premal & Miten Meditation Journey (visit to register, it’s free)
Deva Premal and Miten
Mentors Channel

Older posts regarding my personal mantra meditation journey:
Day 1 – Invocation
Day 2 – Divine Speech
Day 3 – Purification

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